dont know why but at some point i feel clueless n have no purpose in life... :-?
i really envy those who already have what they want to accomplish in their lives...
i want to love what i do as my job but i cant seem to like it.. (whyy whyyy) :(
maybe i should write down what i really like to do n then decide from those things which one of them can be used to earn money (?)
well not so sure but what i really like to do are only meaningless things :|
- playing games (should i become a pro gamer? -_-)
- reading comics (is there any job as a comic reviewer?)
- sleeping (can i apply for "bed quality tester"?)
- shopping (a purchasing staff? umm nah... cant do bargain well ~__~)
- dazing off (will i get paid for daydreaming? errrr....)
- writing - only when im in the mood though (writer?cant even write sth systematically)
what should i do thennn out of 6 things, none can be used to earn money ~__~"
hey someone out there !! will u give me some advice???? aaahhh im so screwed.. dont even know what i like n what i wanna do :|
maybe i should just be a good housewife, stay at home n let the husband work n then give me money >:) hahahahaha.... seriously, i cant even think myself as a housewife.. im not good at doing house chores...
hufff 24 years of nothingness....