Heya been a long time i didnt write here... uhh..
i just feel bad today that i really want to write it down since idk to whom should i talk about it..
have u ever felt u love some1 that ur heart would explode everytime u think about them,
u get easily jealous coz u dont wanna share that person to any1 n i mean literally EVERYONE...

i just felt that... n i hate that hurt sensation i get in my heart everytime i feel that way...
its not sth i can control... i love him, i wanna be with him, im afraid he will leave me coz im boring
and coz i cant be there for him everytime he needs me or misses me... :(

y do i feel insecure that idk what to do.... i wanna hold him, i want him to hug me...
sometimes i really wanna cry coz i cant make him happy for being with me...
i wanna do nice things to him but i ended up doin sth that makes him mad or sad or such...
what should i do... :'(

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Heya been a long time i didnt write here... uhh..
i just feel bad today that i really want to write it down since idk to whom should i talk about it..
have u ever felt u love some1 that ur heart would explode everytime u think about them,
u get easily jealous coz u dont wanna share that person to any1 n i mean literally EVERYONE...

i just felt that... n i hate that hurt sensation i get in my heart everytime i feel that way...
its not sth i can control... i love him, i wanna be with him, im afraid he will leave me coz im boring
and coz i cant be there for him everytime he needs me or misses me... :(

y do i feel insecure that idk what to do.... i wanna hold him, i want him to hug me...
sometimes i really wanna cry coz i cant make him happy for being with me...
i wanna do nice things to him but i ended up doin sth that makes him mad or sad or such...
what should i do... :'(