huff... lelah bgt hari ini perasaan gw kacau..
knapa stlah lewat 2 minggu gini gw masih aja down... masih nangisin dia...
msh berharap dia akan kembali... bodohnya gw selalu mengharapkan dia mski gw dah tau dr awal dia ga akan pernah kembali buat gw, kita ga akan pernah bsa bersama lg... never ever...
kenapa rasanya masih sakit bgt ya... betapa hopelessnya gw !!!!
setelah semua yg gw dan dia lalui sama2 hasilnya seperti ini...
gw stres gw udah mau gila rasanyaaa mikirin gw harus ngerelain dia ngelepasin diaaa !!!!
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T^T gw dan dia udah sama2 menyerah ga ada yg bsa dperjuangkan lagi.. udah mencoba mengorbankan semua tapi usaha gw doang ga akan cukup, ga akan membawa hasil yg baik...
sadarrr yuliiiiii !!!!!
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hufff sbnrnya hari ini sama aja kayak kmaren prasaan gw masih kacau tp skg udah aga terobati sih sama ulah anak2 kaskus yg gila... ampun gw sampe ngakak terus drtd abis kocak bgt tu fanspage apaan coba =))
nih cek aja...hahaha tp thanks bgt sih sama smua anak kaskus udah bikin gw ketawa hari ini :)
bukan masalah isinya tp niatnya buat gw sih ehehehe.. tenks ya... emg kaskus ga ada matinya deh :D :D luv u all guys ;)
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fyuuh 1st day without him n i already miss him this much :(
hiks..... :( we do the brother-sister thing but it doesnt help us much..
sometimes i mispelled the word, i call him "beb" again :(
fufufufu...
i miss him, miss his voice, miss the way he used to treat me, miss his touch :(
the thought of him is lingering on my mind n i cant get him out of my heart...
in fact i really wanna blame it on someone but i know i cant coz this is nobody's fault.. still i cant help myself wondering why did it happen to us?
im really afraid to see him with other girls :( im so hopeless @_@
im not ready for this n i will never b ready >_<
*sigh* it's about 11 pm time to hit the bed.. guess im gonna lay on my bed n thinking about a lot of things till i fall asleep :)
ciao~
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gag kerasa udah lama banget gw ga nulis blog :)
fufufu... skarang mumpung dikantor juga gw lagi bt gada yg bsa dkerjain mnding gw nulis2 ga jelas dan :D :D
okeee...mumpung masih sger di ingetan nih, kmaren ada kejadian yg menurut gw cukup aneh *dohh ni kibord ngeselin amad seh ga enak*
jadi critanya kmaren pagi tuh gw seperti biasa nebeng tetangga gw buat ke kantor,
pas lagi jalan enak" nyante" dari arah berlawaanan ada motor jalan ga kenceng speednya, kayaknya dia jg lagi jalan sante gtu dan dari kiri motor itu ada burung yg lg terbang, cuman makin lama burungna terbang ngedeketin tu motor n makin rendah aja sampe tiba" BRAAAKKK !! gile tu burung nabrak lampu dpan tu motor ampe bunyinya kenceng gtu.. (ga bingung sbenernya burungnya yg nabrak motor ato motornya yg nabrak burung???) gw rasa tu org juga kaget kali pagi2 mungkin pikiranna lagi kmana2 eh tba" nabrak burung.. hahaha... gatau jg deh tu burung luka2, mati or cuman puyeng bntar soalnya gw dah kburu jalan :))
makanyaa pak burung bsok2 kalo terbang liad kanan kiri yaaa, ga cuma manusia yg hrs liad kanan kiri pas jalan, burung juga... kapok2 dah tu burung terbang rendah kayak gtu di jalanan hahaha... aneh" aja XD
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huff... lelah bgt hari ini perasaan gw kacau..
knapa stlah lewat 2 minggu gini gw masih aja down... masih nangisin dia...
msh berharap dia akan kembali... bodohnya gw selalu mengharapkan dia mski gw dah tau dr awal dia ga akan pernah kembali buat gw, kita ga akan pernah bsa bersama lg... never ever...
kenapa rasanya masih sakit bgt ya... betapa hopelessnya gw !!!!
setelah semua yg gw dan dia lalui sama2 hasilnya seperti ini...
gw stres gw udah mau gila rasanyaaa mikirin gw harus ngerelain dia ngelepasin diaaa !!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
T^T gw dan dia udah sama2 menyerah ga ada yg bsa dperjuangkan lagi.. udah mencoba mengorbankan semua tapi usaha gw doang ga akan cukup, ga akan membawa hasil yg baik...
sadarrr yuliiiiii !!!!!
hufff sbnrnya hari ini sama aja kayak kmaren prasaan gw masih kacau tp skg udah aga terobati sih sama ulah anak2 kaskus yg gila... ampun gw sampe ngakak terus drtd abis kocak bgt tu fanspage apaan coba =))
nih cek aja...hahaha tp thanks bgt sih sama smua anak kaskus udah bikin gw ketawa hari ini :)
bukan masalah isinya tp niatnya buat gw sih ehehehe.. tenks ya... emg kaskus ga ada matinya deh :D :D luv u all guys ;)
fyuuh 1st day without him n i already miss him this much :(
hiks..... :( we do the brother-sister thing but it doesnt help us much..
sometimes i mispelled the word, i call him "beb" again :(
fufufufu...
i miss him, miss his voice, miss the way he used to treat me, miss his touch :(
the thought of him is lingering on my mind n i cant get him out of my heart...
in fact i really wanna blame it on someone but i know i cant coz this is nobody's fault.. still i cant help myself wondering why did it happen to us?
im really afraid to see him with other girls :( im so hopeless @_@
im not ready for this n i will never b ready >_<
*sigh* it's about 11 pm time to hit the bed.. guess im gonna lay on my bed n thinking about a lot of things till i fall asleep :)
ciao~
gag kerasa udah lama banget gw ga nulis blog :)
fufufu... skarang mumpung dikantor juga gw lagi bt gada yg bsa dkerjain mnding gw nulis2 ga jelas dan :D :D
okeee...mumpung masih sger di ingetan nih, kmaren ada kejadian yg menurut gw cukup aneh *dohh ni kibord ngeselin amad seh ga enak*
jadi critanya kmaren pagi tuh gw seperti biasa nebeng tetangga gw buat ke kantor,
pas lagi jalan enak" nyante" dari arah berlawaanan ada motor jalan ga kenceng speednya, kayaknya dia jg lagi jalan sante gtu dan dari kiri motor itu ada burung yg lg terbang, cuman makin lama burungna terbang ngedeketin tu motor n makin rendah aja sampe tiba" BRAAAKKK !! gile tu burung nabrak lampu dpan tu motor ampe bunyinya kenceng gtu.. (ga bingung sbenernya burungnya yg nabrak motor ato motornya yg nabrak burung???) gw rasa tu org juga kaget kali pagi2 mungkin pikiranna lagi kmana2 eh tba" nabrak burung.. hahaha... gatau jg deh tu burung luka2, mati or cuman puyeng bntar soalnya gw dah kburu jalan :))
makanyaa pak burung bsok2 kalo terbang liad kanan kiri yaaa, ga cuma manusia yg hrs liad kanan kiri pas jalan, burung juga... kapok2 dah tu burung terbang rendah kayak gtu di jalanan hahaha... aneh" aja XD
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