
fyuuh 1st day without him n i already miss him this much :(
hiks..... :( we do the brother-sister thing but it doesnt help us much..
sometimes i mispelled the word, i call him "beb" again :(
fufufufu...
i miss him, miss his voice, miss the way he used to treat me, miss his touch :(
the thought of him is lingering on my mind n i cant get him out of my heart...
in fact i really wanna blame it on someone but i know i cant coz this is nobody's fault.. still i cant help myself wondering why did it happen to us?
im really afraid to see him with other girls :( im so hopeless @_@
im not ready for this n i will never b ready >_<
*sigh* it's about 11 pm time to hit the bed.. guess im gonna lay on my bed n thinking about a lot of things till i fall asleep :)
ciao~